whiteswitchoco

2005-08-25T22:39:00.000-07:00

hmmm. blogging tis entry is to try out some new stuff de. [IMG]http://instagiber.net/smiliesdotcom/kao/cactus/base.gif[/IMG] wanna try if i can put up smillies on blogspot not. cos xanga can put. so damn nice man~ [IMG]http://instagiber.net/smiliesdotcom/kao/otn/pangel2.gif[/IMG]

2005-08-07T23:50:00.000-07:00

hmm. when flag dae yesterday. woot. it was a tough dae. so damn tirring man. cum so damn paiseh. asking everyone:"do u wan to make donation, pLs?" zzz. lorts of peeps no heart de. all ignore miie de. *toopiidee* but some of the people verii kind. donated fer us. *kekex* =p i was so damn thirsty.

then at 1pm. we went back to return d bag. then after tat went to meet jieying at ps. then we went to eat at yoshinoya. onli jieying eat. we all drink water onli.

then we next went to take neoprint. then a fuggiing incident happened. we went to take pict at d action city. we took d newest machine. then while we were happily takin d noeprint. vivi sae she saw someone's hand sneak into d machine took steal jieying's bag. *fug*

then after taking our neoprint we take our bags our. then jieying can't find her bag. then she told us tat she lost her bag. then miie, vivi and ying went ard to check fer d bag. *fugiing ass* then we went to report to d action city. after tat when to report to d information counter. fugg de leii. toopide asshole. haix. tat vivi oso larr. zek ark de larr. she shld haven told us earlier de. she so late then tell us. if ying nva sae she cant find her bag maybe she wont sae out de. haix. toopide de larr. haix. nothing much too sae.

then we next went too tanglin police post to report again. we took a hard time to go dere. ask so mani ppepps. but no one noes. then some still give us wrong infor. zzz. then it took us 30++. so damn long man. d officer looks lyk mr sim. loLx. then he so kuku de. haix. no comment. loLx. aniwai. its my 1st time go to a police post lei. *bLeahx* sound so kuku oso. =p

then after finishing reporting it was bout 5.30+pm lerr. so damn late. then my mama kept calling miie lyk mad. zzz. as usual larr. used to it lerr. then we took bus 851 go home.

i reached home bout 7 lykdat. so damn fuggiing tired.

haix. wat a SUAY dae fer jieying. haix. pity her. + pity miie. my poor diseman. i saw my $$230++ flying away lerr. haix. all vivi fault larr. zzz. *DU LAN* hiazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

To d person hu took ying's bag:

fug u larr. u asshole. mother-fugger!! take fer bad. ass ler u!!!!!!!!!!! such a broad dae light still dare to do such tings. fuggiing ass~~~~~~~ lucky onli saw ur hand. if not we will hack u into 7 pieces!!!!!
FUGGIING ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u noe how valuable d bag means to miie and ying not. assyhole. u MF!!!!!!!!!! hope ur whole body ROT!! if u dere to use d hp. ur hands will rot. if u dare to listen to discman ur ear will rot. fugging ass... jiao lang!!!!!!!!!!!!! dun u ever dare to listen to my discman hor!!!!!!! JIAO LANG JIAO LANG JIAO LANG JIAO LANG!!!!!!!!!!! hope u cross d road got run down by a vehicle. drink water and eat kanna choke to death. go swimming then drown to death. walk on d street then peck to death by d crows. ur mama dun wan u. ur papa use a chopper to hack u. if u hab ani galfren or boifren, they will leave u without saying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gansters on d street will suddenly hit u to death!!!!!!!!! fug u lar......

From: d victim..

an unseen poem.^^

2005-08-05T18:05:00.000-07:00

Whyy cantt I breathe whenneverr I tiink aboutt euu??
Whyy cantt I speakk wheneverr I talk aboutt euu?
Whyy cantt I feel aniithiin ferr aniione otherr thann euu?
I wannt to bee thee girl whom euu will poiint to andd say, `datts her!`.
I feel strange?
I triied shoo hard nott to tiink aboutt euu..
Butt moii tearrs falls hardd?
A tearr falls foreverr insiide a brokenedd hearrtt`.
Loviin euu ish liike breathiin..how can I stop?
Here I go,
Scream moii lungs outt andd try to get to euu?
You arre moii only one I lett go,
But there justt no one who gets miiie liike euu do,
Euu are moii only..moii only one?
Whyy muxt I lurrve euu?
Whyy wontt euu lurrve miie liike I lurrve euu..
I noee I can'tt expectt tatt from euu.
But att leastt...
haix.
Lurrve ish liike war,
Easy to start,
Hard to endd,
Impossible to forgett?
Cantt euu juxt pretendd to bee niice to miie ferr juxt once?
Moii heart ache wheneverr I tiink of euu..
Lurrve ish giivin someone to brreak urr hearrtt.
Euu may tiink its fooliish..but I dontt see whatts wrong aboutt lurrviin euu..
Thee lurrve euu cantt haf
lastt thee longest,
feels thee strongestt,
andd urrtts thee mostt..
its nott moii fault to fall in lurrve..
euu arre thee one who triipedd miie..
I hate thee wayy I couldd everr hate euu..
Andd thee fact I will alwaes lurrve euu..
No matterr whatt euu putt miie throughh?
I’m goiin to smiile liike nothiins wrong.
Talk liike everritiinks perfectt.
Act like it all a dream..
Andd pretendd its nott hurttiing miie..
Behiind tiish smiile ishh everritiink euu will neverr understood.
I noe euu wontt beliieve euu mean shooo muchh to miie,
But I promiise euu tatt euu do..
Sorriiee..i’m nott urr perfectt barbiie doll..
I wishh will stopp tiinkiin aboutt euu..
Andd thee tiimes we shared..

Goodbyye to euu to everrytiink I thott I knew??

I hopee I do........

i r e n e

2005-07-06T18:00:00.000-07:00

hmm. jux finish bathing. hahax. came home quite early todae. cos tml got lorts of tests. zzz. so sian nar. got chem and ss test. zzz.

yarr. btw. wanted to blog yesterdae de. but no time.=p hmmm. yesterdae was not a bad dae fer miie ba. HOWEVER, our DM cum half a VP aka gay aka mr DT. he so damn ass de leii *jiao lang larr!!* he ruin my afternoon. -.- he siao one de. a big fugging asshole lai de. dun wanna sae animore lerr.

hmmm. todae ishh quite a short dae fer miie. cos todae skool ends at 1.45 wor. hahax. finnalli a dae without afternoon lessons. =p acutalli todae got poa afternoon lessons de. cos tml will be having lorts of test. so postpond it to fri. haix. then will haf to suffer on fri lerr. hahax. todae got d fire drill de rehrasel. hahax. so toopide? loLx. d weather so damn hot lei. then got to go d opp de basketball court to assemble. d big big sun shining brightly on us. zzz. miie sweating lyk man. so hot. wooo. loLx. then after tat went back to skool hall to listen to d principal's talk. hmm. she said tat we took 15 mins++ to assemble at d opp de bball court. oh god. so slow. if dere was a real fire, maybe we all will burn to death lerr. loLx. cos all d in front de ppl all strolling to dere. zzz. all tortise larr.

then went back to d hall. after d principal. we hab our DM cum half a VP aka gay aka mr DT to talk to us abt de de merit and merit points de tings. toopide de leii. tis fugging skool. not onli got all sorts of fugging teachers. they still had lorts of fugging rules. zzz. all so damn lame de lorr. fer example. todae they told us abt d new idea tat they hab ting of. which was d merit ting. d demerit ting was lyk.. fugging lame larr. nva tuck in shirt. 1~2 demerit points. take short cuts lyk crossing d hall to d canteen oso tio demerit points. then even late fer assemling in d hall after recess will get 2++ de merit points. ass larr. its so damn ridiculaces lorr. dunoo wat to sae bout them larr. wanna asap de take my Os then leave tis fugging skool. -.-

hmm. got to stop here lerr. cos gotta study my ss tests which ishh tml. zzz. wanna hab aearly sleep tonite. bUaix peeps. takkaire ^^

an uNLucKy dae. zzz. tOuriing aLmOst d whOle siiNgapOre.

2005-07-03T20:45:00.000-07:00

hmmm. todae morning went fer tution wid ying. then after tution. its bout 11++ lerr. we took bus to tiong 1st. then later took mrt to orchard. we 1st went to paragon to buy d shitake mushroom. hahax. not bad. butit so damn spicy and hot. we drank alorts of water. then we later walk to far east. cos ii wanna buy wallet. we went searching fer a long time. but in d end ii nva got to buy d wallet ii wan. we at dere oso saw nice bags.$20++. hmm. still hab discount. but still abit ex. can't affort. loLx. yay. a funny ting happen to us went we were at d top level de far east. lolx. we walk walk walk. to look fer my wallet. then saw a group of 5 guys. loLx. we were walking behind them fer awhile. then they suddently sae, "wo men ben lai you 5 ge ren de. xian zai you 7 ge ren ler." then we laugh non-stop. we then decided to stop walking behind them ler. we walk d other way. while they go down. then got 1 of them still laugh at us and dunoo sae wat ting. loLx. so ps man. zzz. nva so ps b4. hahax. we were dere laughing lyk mad man. i laugh till veri hot. loLx. =p

then we later walk to ps. go dere continue to look fer wallet again. hahax. then halfway my mama call ying's hp. loL;x. cos i fergot to bring my hp out. zzz. then so after a while we then went home.

we left d palce bout 4+ to 5. we went to take bus. ying took bus 7 and i took fugging bus 16. ass de leii. tat toopide bus wasted my 2 hrs+ time man. zzz. reach home at bout 6+. zzz. miie at 1st took bus 16 at d ps de bus stop to tiong bahru. hu noes. d bus end up bring miie to marine parade. ass~ then nvmx. i ask d bus uncle where to take bus to tiong. then he ask miie to take bus 16 at d opp de bus stop. okie lorr. then i went dere to take d bus 16.

i at dere waited fer d bus 16 at least fer 10 mins. zzz. fugging slow man. worst tings still yet to come. when i bought d bus 16. i sat quietly at d back seat. then saw d bus travelling frm marine parade to gelang. then to dunoo where. then to braddle. then to toa payoh. then to ang mo kio. then lastly to yio chu kang. OMG. d bus then suddenly stop at d interchange!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fugging ass. fancy taking 2 trips of bus 16 but yet still not reaching tiong bahru. asshole lar. i ask d bus uncle again. tis time it was different frm d 1st bus driver. i ask him is dere any bus tat can go back to tiong bahru de. he asshole-ly replied miie, "wo bu zhi dao lar. wo de zhong zhan dao zhe li. ni yao bu yao xia che de." fugg it lar. giving miie such useless answer. extremely bad attutide towards d passenger!!!!! haix.

then i helplessly went to flag fer a cab. luckily deres quite a number of cab. *heng*phew* then i board d cab. even ask d uncle dere got bus to tiong bahru anot. then he sae dunoo. nvmx. he then ask miie y. so i tot him lor. zzz. so damn dun lan man. fugging bus 16. dunno wat kinda of bus lai de. fancy-ly brought miie touring ard d singapore. ass~ somemore make miie take 2 times. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. d cab fare cos miie $9.80 man. zzzz. fugging ex. all d bus 16 fault. ASSHOLE~

happiie. happiie. happiie~

2005-06-28T23:14:00.000-07:00

hmmm. i m so happiie fer tis few days. since d sKoOL reopen. kekex. mani tings started to get better. nicer and sweet? loLx. i m living in d happiest daes of my life fer d pass few dae. *happiie* ^^ hope all tis could last long. till eternity ba. =p

wondering y d chem lessons getting lesser n lesser. zzz. 1 wk onli got 3 periods leii. not enough nar~ i wan more!! =x loLx. fer my frenz hu r reading tis entry may understand wat i m trying to sae. loLx.

yay. back to d topice bout todae. hmm. woke up at bout 5++. so damn tirring leii. zzz. wanna slep more. dun feel lyk waking up. then whole dae in skOoL feeling restless n tired. somemore d 1st period is humanities. -.- super sianz. till now still haven do my hoildae de lit hmwk. =x dun feel lyk doing it lei. aiyo~ weekend then ii do ba. hahax. todae de lesson super dupper sianz all double periods de. exp fer pc.

but when it was english lesson. i suddenly brighten up and was not tired animore ler wor. hahax. instead i was veri delighted. excited? surprize too ba? loLx. cos something happen lar. unexpected. d english period onli lasted fer 1 hr. haix. so fast. i wanted more. hmm. how i wish d time will freeze at tat period of time. =p loLx. it brightens up my rest of d dae ler. ^^ yar. i still ate HIS 'mantuo'!! kekex. cos i sae i was hungry. then he gave miie eat. kekex omg. i felt lyk i m in d heaven ler. *floating* ^^ hahax. he ish such a nice n caring guy wor. =p kekex.

then after skool got englsh tution. frm 2.15- 3.45. we did mock paper. then after tat went to bugis to watch INITIAL D!! yay!! finnalli i got to watch tis movie fer. we bought d 5pm de ticket. then we smuggled lorts og outside food into d cinema. lOLx. then d movie ends at 6++ or 7 ba. then went home after tat ler.

kekex. its a happie dae fer miie todae wors. yay. btw. i did someting bad todae. zzz. during d english remedial i threw d dictionnary to hendryk=summer hunk. my aimings was lyk. zzz. sucks lar. d dict accidently hit affandi on his back. and i tink it hits darren too?? omg. i was feeling damn guilty eu noe!!! ahem. i m here, now to sincerly apologise to DARREN and AFFANDI. *I M SO UTTERLY SORRIIE* pls fergif miie. ='( *guilt-stricken*

hmmm. nope tml will be a happiie dae fer miie too. esp d english lesson. cos tml i will be having 3 periods which ish 1 n a half hrs leii. zzz. how to survive. however. if he sits beside miie. it will be a total different storiy lerr. eh. so i hope tat ivan wont be coming tml? cos he sits beside miie ma. =x or he decided to feel lyk siting beside miie? *prying hard*

2005-06-25T22:57:00.000-07:00

hmmm. tis week almost went out wid my mama everyday. loLx. cos she wanna buy tings. so pei her lor. hahax. bought lorts and lorts of things. its good to go out shopping wid mama. loLx.

yarr. back to d topic. erm. went to bugis todae again. hmm. at least went dere thrice lerr. hahax. abit sian liao. go dere no peeps c de. HOWEVER~ todae ish diff. saw 'shuo ren' todae. loLx. at first i saw helmet and his 2 frens at d edge dere. then later at d lvl1 saw desmond, joe and their other frens. eh. i saw jackson together wid desmond too. loLx. *shock* hahax. then desmond wave to miie. loLx. =p

todae where till so ugly still bump into them. omg. zzz. *throw face*

haix. tis coming monday sKoOL reopen ler. sianx. haix~ SIAN LAR!! time flies. 1 mth passes so fast de. O's coming lerr. heard tat its early nov. haix. die die so muz pass. got to go in to a poly. so die die so muz study. BUT. most impt-ly ish to pass d ENGLISH. Ogosh~ how m i going to do tat -.-? haiyo~ anione can help miie in my english ma?

got to stop here ler. cos tml got a.maths tution. zzz. tired leii. 8 got to wake up ler. worst till. d next dae got to wat up at 5++. zzz. sianx~ I M SO TIRED! sick of tis world ler~ so busy everyday.

a Dae At bUgis.^^

2005-06-15T22:00:00.000-07:00

hmm. when to bugis wif my mama todae. went to shopping wid a happiie mood. but was later irritated by a jiao lang. asshole. fuck it~

we took mrt to bugis. then saw a woman wid a old looking man. perhaps her father ba. or her boyfriend?? cos she looks quite young. in her late 2Os ba. lets call her JL.we then look not stare at JL cos JL look outstanding on her hairstyle ma. her hair was so damn colourful man. rainbow colours~

maybe JL knew tat we were looking at her so JL stare back at us a few times lorr. maybe we were rude to look at her ba. haix. then when we alighted at d bugis station. after tapping our card. we walk pass d JL. my mama heard her saying us "san[3] ba[8]". fark it~

du lan. du lan. du lan. sae us "san[3] ba[8]". fuck u larr. look at eu onli ma. tot u veri nice ar. c u my eyes rot larr. fark it~ assy hole~

worst has yet to come. when we were still at d basement 1 looking at ard. d JL suddenly came pass miie and purposely bang into miie. cum using her bag to scratch my leg. asshole~ -.- jiao lang wid her jiao act. fuck it~

haix. spoil my mood. ass larr~ then after tat nva c d JL lerr. beta not to let miie c her. if not....................... nvmx. ferget. angry not good fer health de. then after a while happily shopping wid my mama.

we bought quite a number of things. *smiiLe* =) hahax. quite satisfide de. =p

tiirriingg dayy~

2005-06-14T21:11:00.000-07:00

hmmm. tis morning hab TUTION again. haix. hu ask miie nva hab good results. haix~ wat can i do ne.

went tution at 1o.3o a.m wid ying. so damn early man. so tired leii!! *yawn* while tution-ing. i was half wake. but still force myself to stuff all d infor tat my tution tcher sae. so damn tired~ onli d pathetic 2 of us. going thru our e.maths test paper. sianx~ nth can be more boring then tis lerr. zZz.

our tution finalli ends at 1.3o. yay~ LoLx. then ying sae dun wanna go home. so pei her lorr. cos too sianx lerr. our 1st stop ish bugis. we went dere bought lerr necklace. each of us 1. *happiie* some more still got 2o% discount leii. *wOo~*

our 2nd stop ishh to cine. we bought tings again lerr. LoLx. hmm. ying bought a cool sunglass. miie bought lerr a beaded de necklace. again?! LoLx. cos miie ger ma. hahax. izZit normal de. *bLeahs*

then our last stop ishh to go grab a bite. LoLx. we though fer awhile lerr then went to paragon to c if dere ishh anything tat we can grab. in d end we went to 7-ll to eat. cos we found tat we onli hab a total of $9. pathetic eh?~ then we went to buy nasi bryani de combo and spagitti. zZz~ not nice de! *eEk~!* we sat on d stairs. zZz~ so mani ants man. omg~ *hair stand* so ps oso. fancy eating at d stairs dere. some more no shelter de. -.-l cos got those inconsiderate de peeps. stubbonly occupy all de chairs even when they were all not doing anithing. ass larr~ then ask ying faster eat. cos cannot tahan lerr.

finalli i said i wanna go home lerr. cos its 4.3o++ lerr. then wanna take cab home. but dere's no cab again!!!! everytime lykdat de. when wanna take cab, dere's no cab. when dun wanna take cab, dere will be lorts of cab on d street. ass~ then we in d end went to d far east de taxi stand dere. LoLx. while waiting fer cab we saw few jiao bin. LoLx. we were laughing at them.

ying sae, " they so jiao bin leii."
miie sae, " yarr lorr. esp d light blue shirt de. hahax."
then she reply, " d black shirt de even more jiao bin."
then miie sae, "huh. wah. still got peep more jiao bin de arr. LoLx. still can live till now arr."
ying was laughing lyk mad lerrr.
then she sae, "LoLx. euu veri bad leii. euu shld sae y he still dare to come out walk walk!!"

LoLx. we were laughing lyk mad man~ we normally not so 'zhe er' de. but they too jiao bin liao lerr larr. =x dun laugh will tio 'nei shang' de. *bLeahs*

i reached home at ard 5.

gotta go do hmwk lerr. bb peeps~ tC oh.^^

2005-06-08T22:50:00.001-07:00

yay~ finalli can go out todae lerr. kekex. since o1.o6.o5. hmm. went to peace centre todae to play pool. onli hab 7~8 peeps wid us. hab miie, ying, nes, wen, vivi, siang, ian and liang.but liang came fer a while onli.

then we actualli meet together at de watson dere. but miie, ying and vivi went to bugis 1st. cos ying sae wanna buy clothes. then we 3 meet earlier. 1.3o at bugis de control. i met vivi at tiong de control at 1. then waited fer ying fer 15 mins. zZz~ then she went gidano to look fer her clothes. 3 fer $33. but she onli wanna buy 2. so i suggested her to go samuel& kelvin dere buy beta. she bought a black crew neck de t-shirt at $14.

then i bought a pair or white ring de ear ring. still got discount neii. LoLx. then we took a cab to peace centre. we went straight to play pool. cos siang, ian and liang. playing Lan game together wid 4/9 de peeps. and oso michael. woot~ long long no c him ler. LoLx~

we 3 went to play pool. hmm. at 1st went in dere play so ps leii. cos dunoo how to play. scare ma lu~ hahax. then let ying play alone 1st. c her play alone so funii. LoLx~ didn't mean to laugh at her de. but its funni marr. =p hmmm. then soon nes and wen came lerr. actualli they took quite long to reached dere larr.=x then they join in to play wid us. ying teach miie and vivi to play pool. its fun man~ hahax. at 1st play till so lan. but play fer a few more times lerr beta. everytime miie clear de round de LoLx. except fer d last round~ ying tyco de~ hahax~ then play play play saw liang they all. OMG~ so ps man. zZz~ but in d end they play theirs. we play ours de. phew~

we 3 played fer 2 hrs+ and each of us paid $2.4o. then after tat waited fer siang they all play finish then go play Lan. we searched fer long while. went to 4 Lan shop. then in d end nva play. dunno y~ but nvmx. we went to arcade to play. play till 7 then we leave d place to plaza sing.

we walk to plaza sing. on d way dere was hot~*sweating* then we went to MOS burger cos wen wanna hab her dinner. miie, ying , nes and vivi bought milk tea to drink. then ian sae wanna go arcade play again. since miie, ying and vivi went together wid d 2 bois to arcade. then suddenly went pass d neo-print machine. ying sae wanna take so we call nes and wen to faster eat so can take together. then after taking neoprints we went together to arcade. play till 8.39 then i sae i got to go lerr. so miie, vivi, ian, siang. went to take cab home. i reached home at 9.15. luckily my papa haven came home yet. phew~

hmm. its fun todae. but too bad. onli 7 peeps. wanna go out again. haix. dunoo when can go out again. i wanna watch 'Ghost train' neii!! wanna go out again~ *bleahs*

haix. lao shu nva go todae~ haix~ but nvmx. he not coming beta. i can be more relax. =p not so tense. aniwai he got stead lerr. wat can i sae??
*zhi yao nen rang ni kai xin. wo she me dou yuan yi*

2005-06-08T07:37:00.000-07:00

LoLx~ LoOk aT cherng siang's face.

2005-06-08T07:36:00.001-07:00

fRenz fereva!=p

2005-06-08T07:36:00.000-07:00

twist~^^

2005-06-08T07:35:00.000-07:00

cherng siang finnalli smiLe~

2005-06-04T00:26:00.000-07:00

BLeahs~ wah. i got a huge face~ -.-!!

2005-06-04T00:25:00.001-07:00

woo~ i look so funni in tis pict~

2005-06-04T00:25:00.000-07:00

*bLeahs* where m ii lookin??

2005-06-04T00:24:00.001-07:00

another one.^^

2005-06-04T00:24:00.000-07:00

woot.

2005-06-04T00:23:00.001-07:00

LoLx. shane's face

2005-06-04T00:23:00.000-07:00

best frenz. nicest pict among d 4.=p

2005-06-02T23:28:00.000-07:00

hii~ finalli can blog lerr. haix. cos i got lousy results, my parents ban mii frm using d com!! zZz. since d parents meeting dae. i was grounded= cannot go out. sianx. *sObsOb* muz guai guai do hmwk can revise my work. haix. everydae oso lyk tat. I M GOING MAD~ BORED TO DEATH LERR!! control by my parents. cannot go out. if got to go out. still mux tell them wat time i will be going out till wat time i come home. hiax. a bit later lyk will die lyk tat. CALL CALL CALL~ SO MANI MISS CALL!! oh god. pls reformat my parents' brain. change their mindset.

haix. back to d topic. erM. went to binghan's BBQ. cos its birthdae~ woo 16th yr old lerr. big boii liao. mux grow up! hahax.

hmm. my gang and mii went to orchard to buy binghan's birthdae present 1st. then they come my house da ban their nails 1st. then we went together to meet huishan at orchard. we were late in d end. =x reached dere bout 2++ ba. hahax. then went lorts of place to search fer his present. we took neo-prints too in d meanwhile. in d end we bought:
-a quick silver de cap
-a bilabond de belt
-a t-shirt frm 77th street

then we reached dere bout 6++. we went up to vivien's house to change into t-shirt. hmm. she lend mii her no ruLez de big big big big shirt. hahax. xtremely bid man. but comfortable. =p then she lend jieying d 'viva' no 3 d t-shirt. LoLx~ lmao~ dunoo wat to comand.

then they went roller bladin. hahax. c huishan blade so funni man.=x

at d BBQ onli ate a bit of potato. 6 marshmellow. few cups of drinks. 1 plate of beehoon. 1 hot dog. tat's all. but veri full. and took lorts of photos. nice nice. photos filled wif lorts of swit and bitter memories. last yr lerr. then we all will be seperated lerr. *sObsoB* can't bear to leave. =p dun wanna leave all my frenz esp euu euu euu and euu. LoLx.

2005-05-27T22:42:00.000-07:00

last dae of sKoOL lerr. yay!! but sad to sae it ish not a good ting fer miie. i hab lorts of hmwk. zZz.
-1O compre paper
-12 newspaper articles
-e.maths 1O.yr.series
-a.maths 1O.yr.series
-phy online assigment
-chinese paper 2

somemore still needa go back to sKoOL fer lesson. siianx.
-english: 2 june~8-1O a.m
3 june~8-11 a.m

-a.maths:2O june~8.3O-1O.3O a.m

i prefer not to holidae. cos there ishh more hmwk given during holidae then sKoOL dae! mondae chinese 'O' lvl lerr. time flies. haix. muz strive hard. get A1!!! then later can play lerr. ^^ btw. its binghan's birthdae on 1st june. *HapPiie 16th BiirThdae binghan* he ishh inviting us to his bbq. hahax. thanx thanx. but i hab no clothes to wear! cum i dunoo wat to buy fer u. aiyoooo. its damn diificult to buy present fer boii man.

hmmm. tmL ishh parents meeetin lerr. haix. dying tmL liao. c my horrible result. omg. can't imagine how will by parents rect to it. ESP MY PAPA~ haizzzzzz. hope nth will happen to miie. hope my papa wun do anything to miie. esp not to shout at miie [cos ii wiill sure cry when d moment he shouts at miie] and lock miie in home fer d holidae! PLSSSSSSSSSSSSS~

LoLx. "you mei you ren you bu?" hahax. rMb-jieying? LoLx. ur cloth man. so kind man. hahx. =x todae mdm choi announce tat ms huang and mr fun ishh leaving us in july. oh. so sad. mdm choi even made a poem fer ms huang. woo~ touchin man. ms huang cried. i felt lyk crying too. cos d atmosphere dere to 'gan ren' lerr. but i control. tio 'nei shang'. control tears was a difficult task wor.hahax =p

yarr. back to todae's topic. hmmm.. skoOL ends at 10.30 todae. ooh. so damn early. then my gang and miie took bus to tiong market to eat d 'shark meat d lorr mee'. nice nice~^^

then next we went to Creative to repair yings MP3. finally she got it fer repair lerr. LoLx. then we took mrt and alight at jurong east station. then still got to walk dere. its a tough journey to d Creative. zZz. got to wallk along d tall tall grasses and muddy cum sandy paths. *eeeeK* then walk walk walk fer quite long finally saw d building lerr. but got to cross d wide drain wid onli 3 pathetic wooden planks. zZz. so damn dangerous lorr. but ying manage to cross. agnes, wen, miie not brave enuff to cross a pathetic 'bridge' which ishh made of 3 wooden planks. we not geh kiang horr. ishh not safe to walk on d pathetic wooden 'bridge'. so we decided to walk further up to find a better way to cross. agnes leaded d way. then follow by miie. then wen. when i follow behind agnes i accidently stepped into a deep hole. omg. i screamed.=x then yings was dere laughing lyk mad sia. luckily got wen and agnes help miie up then continue to walk walk walk. *thanx thanx* d tall and hard cum sharp grasses rub and scratch my legs. *ouch* painful cum itchy man~ finally after a long time we reached d Creative. i was lyk 'mad woman' lyk tat. -.- cos my hair was in a mess. LoLx.

d Creative dere was big. eh. no. its huge. lyk a poly. then we went to d customers service dere to queue. then d person told ying tat it ishh adviseable to buy a new one. yeah~ but she no $$. so cannot. zZz. then she ask us to go to lvl 2 de showroom to take a look at d mp3 dere. wOw~ d mp3 dere are so so damn choi man~ d earpiece was good too.but to ex lerr.$35 neii. omg. then d speakers were nice too. but oso veri ex.$14++ leii. sianx. all so ex. -.- envy those rich peeps. after tat go home liao. but suddenly my mam called and ask miie to meet her at tiong. cos she wanna buy big sweep. zZz. my mama bought a bag and a belt. soo chio. hahax. nice nice. its good to have a fashionable mama. cos d accessories she bought i oso can use. hahx.good good.tat's 1 stone kill 2 birds. LoLx~

gtg sleep now lerr. so tirring todae. haix. tmL's parents meetin. omg. wid LCB. oh man~ -.-!

*[ [ `__i.HeArT.eUu__` ] ]*

2005-05-23T00:24:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. its vesek dae todae. so sianx. at home. cannot go out. haix. my fugging sis not at home went out to do project again.. zZz. where got sec 1 students got so mani project do de?? asshole. so fake lorr. haix. wanna lie to parents then sae. use back my old lie. zZz. *ignore her*

yarr. back to d topic. so sian todae. jux now chat wid him. hahax. at 1st quite happiie de. but later in d part getting more n more worked up. haix. cos of my past. kept quiet. cos dun wanna start a quarrel. ok. lets put a full stop to it. dun wanna rank up d past again. its no longer a matter to miie lerr. okie?

then now stil chatting wid him on d msn. kekex. sis still haven come back!!!! fugging ass.. so long lerr. dunoo go where loiter. zZz. beta dun come back. later slap u!! *furious*

bias parents!!!!!! fugging sista!!!!!!! y m i born in such family..

i m a lil bird lock in d big cage.. being well fed.. but no freedom!!!! IT ISHH A COMPLETE NO~ cannot go out as i lyk. cannot msg any boiiboii. not even go out or stay near them.. being check on some occassion. muz hab good results. if not will die. haix. y?? cannot use com too long. cannot chat in msn too long. a complete nono in irc. cannot tis cannot tat. I M GOING MAD IN NO TIME~ someone rescue mii pLs. =`(

dun understand y my parents are lyk tat. so outdated de mindset. izzzit becos i m a girl? cannot go out cos ur afraid i may get into bad company? into trouble? or get killed or rapped by strangers?! dun worry lerr my dear mama and papa. i m a big girl now. plus. i dun get harm or wat ever de larr. i so piggy lookin. hu will wan to harm mi.. zZz. aniwai its s'pore! veri safe de u noe.. aiyo.

stop saying here lerr. on matter how i sae ur still won't get wat i mean. still being bias. nvmx. ur will regret one dae de!! fugging dun lan!!

` `_i may look happiie on d outside//but i m bleeding on d inside// bleeding profusely//losing my grip//falling in to a deep deep space//trying to heal my wound which was badly hurt by everything//brrokkenn piieces of miie ishh gluee backk aggaiin by euu//i.Lurve.euu^^// __ ] ]

2005-05-22T23:36:00.000-07:00

happiie.

so happiie.

i m so happiie.

i m in high-spirit now.

jux reached home not long ago.

jux now went to kakit bukit C C dere fer a dinner.

actually tot it shld be:-

-boring

-sianx

-food dere all so fake
eg. fake abalone
fake shark fins soup

-unentertaining programme
e.g an pek and ah ma dancing and singing
[its so damn uninteresting to c lorr. not entertaining lorrr. zZz.]

-toopiDe uncle and aunties and jiao bins dere staring at miie lyk i m an alien lyk tat.
[haix. i noe i ugly larr. dun need lyk tat stare at mie rite?!]

but.. tings were unexpected fer miie..

d programme were nice.

interesting worr.

LoLx.

got dunman sec de chinese orchastra performance worr.

so power man dere performances.

somemore d chinese orchastra members dere got shuai ge.

hahax.

esp d 3 guys beating d big drum de.

so power man.

hahax.

i was smitted by him lerr

*bleahs*

then later on got d belly dancing worr.

omg.

d ms angelina[d belly dancer] looks lyk d FAT ASS man!!!!!!!

omg.

*furious*

then after tat got d australia de woman.

she so power.

knoes not onli chinese

she also knoes how to speak dialect cum malay cum indian worr.

hahax.

so impress by her.

then d dishes served was not too bad.

quite nice.

but they still uses fake tings.

zZz.

nvmx larr. cos i not paying any cent to them too.

hahax.

then got d few guys dere look not bad.

spot by my sista.

she was smitted by them.

LoLx.

keep lookin at them.

esp d guy stnding near d door de.

hahax.

not bad lookin lorr.

hahax. you qi jie bi you qi mei.

LoLx.

taste gettin beta lerr.

overall not bad lorr.

quite nice d dinner.

hiaz.

chinese o lvl comic soon lerr.

omg.

7 more daes to 3o.o5.o5 lerr.

haven even finish studying a book.

shit!

cannot slag further lerr.

got to pull up my 'wa zi' lerr.

gtg study chinese liao.

buaiz peeps.

tC

miss yarr dar. ^^

2005-05-19T23:12:00.000-07:00

hmm.. finalli got to update my blog lerr.. sorriie oh.. cos nowdaez cannot use com cum my fugging sista usiing it.. stuck to d com lerr.. *iDiiot* juz lyk jieying's sista lorr. so assy de larr.. *ignore them* LoLx..

hmm.. yesterdae[2o.o5.o5] after d long long dae when to bugis wid my gang except jieying's to makan again.. we ate KFC.. i bought d orienatial chicken salad set cum cheese fries.. it cos miie a bomb man.. 1st time ate so ex in fastfood.. $10++ to eat fast food ishh much too ex lerr.. *won do tat again lerr* then i also stuffed to death. cos i tot i could eat tat much. =p

then after makan then we wanna go bugis walk walk. But huishan dun wan.. zZz. LoLx. As usual de larr. Then I went to d jewellery shop at d edge dere buy a pair of ear ring. Hahax. Nice nice. Then went buy tings to eat.

Then time files. Its alreadu 6++ lerr. Then took a cab home. Waited a d taxi stand fer almost 15 mins++.. so damn long.. almost dozed off lerr.. LoLx. Then ask agnes and yu wen to go off 1st. cos ps to ask them to wait fer miie fer my cab.. reached home bout 6 going to 7 lerr. Almost got lecture by my mama. Thanx god my father wasn’t home yet. *bleahs*

Haiz.. my mid-yr results sucks to d core man.. die lerr.. on 27th may. Hiaz. How to face my parents nErr? They will sure scold mii de. I onli pass 3 subject leii!!! Omg. I even fail my EL. Haiz.. failing English can lead mie to nowhere. Not even qualified to sweep d road ba. *sObSoB* wat can I do nerr? Anione can help miie marr?! I dun wanna lose my june hoildae!!! =`(

My mid-yr result:

EL: 37 [F9]
CL: 75 [A1]
a.maths: 61 [B4]
e.maths: 43 [E8]
science: 42 [E8]
hum: 45 [D7]
POA: 54 [C6]

2005-05-16T07:35:00.000-07:00

haix..

took back my science paper.. chinese paper and e.maths paper todae.. its so dunlan seeing all my grades man~ all fail except my chinese.. haix.. chinese de grade oso not so good.. *Disappointed*

marks:-

chinese paper 2: 56/80

chem pract: 5/15
chem paper[written]: 24.5/65
phy pract: 6.5/15
phy paper[written]: 27.5/65
MCQ[chem/phy]: 21/40
**overall=42/100

e.maths paper1: 30/80
e.maths paper2: 47/100

haix..

*sObSoB*

feelin so hopeless and sad now.

dun wanna 27/05 to come.

actually expected to flunk my mid-yr.

but gotten d result lerr.

still feeling so upset.

nono.

it should be utterly upset.

haix.

wat should i do now?

needa motivation to study.

but dun hab.

c-ing my frens de result beta then miie.

feeling even more upset.

getting short-tempered nowadays.

y?

wat happened to miie lerr?

i dun noe.

apologize in advance fer those peeps hu i hab flare up at.

cum to those hu i accidently said, "fuck u!!"

i m deeply sorrie.

tinks it ishh mood-swing ba.

yarr. sorrie andrew. accidently fall on u..

zZz. dunno which idiot trip mii..

or maybe its mii knock on to something?

dunno.

aniwai. sorrie oh andrew. LoLx.

he even ask mi, " Are ur knees okiex?"

LoLx.

*feeling so paiseh mann*

luckily onli few peeps saw tis accidently. =p

okie larr..

gTg lerr.

tired liaO.

buaiz peeps~

` +.+hiddin in 1 corner sheddin tears+ ` +emptiness inside miie+.+`

13 May, Friday, 'black friday'

2005-05-13T23:34:00.000-07:00

i m feeling so damn..

fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.fark up.

du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.du lan.

..todae.

its a farkin day todae. farkin DT. no ishh jiao gay!!! we had to stay back till so late to write 500 words essay!!

Y MUZ WE GET PUNISHED WHEN WE ARE INNOCENT!! U PRAISED US YET U ASK US TO STAY BACK TO WRITE ESSAY!! FARK U LARR!! ASSHOLE!! LET 5/1 OFF!! PLUS SAE THEM 'BEING VERI OBEDIENT'!!! WTF! ASS LARR U. WANNA BE BIASE THEN SAE LARR. DID IT SO UNDIRECTLY!! ITS OBVIOUS LORR!! DIDN'T U NOE U HAB NOT ONLI A FARKIN ATTITUDE. U OSO HAB A JIAO BIN!!! U ONLI NOE HOW TO COMAND COUNCELLOR EVEN TEACHERS OSO WANNA COMAND THEM!!! DUN TINK U DM THEN VERI BIG!! HATED D WAY U HANDLE TING!! FARKIN ASS~ U R A JIAO LANG~~~ MAKE US DU LAN CUM FUCKED UP!! SPOILED OUR DAE!! I EVEN HAB TO SKIP MY DENTAL APPOINTMENT JUX TO STAY BACK TO WRITE UR FARKIN 1 WORD ESSAY!! -RESPECT- ASSHOLE!! JIAO LANG, U NOE WAT ISHH RESPECT MARR?!! WIF U WANT US TO RESPECT. U HAB TO NEED TO RESPECT US OSO!!!!!!! U MUZ HAB BEEN USING AN OLD OXFORD DICT!! FARK U~~

came back frm sch.. so du lan. was asked to stay back till so late. jiao lang~ even surendran was so fark up tat he went to toilet and smashed d mirror.. LoLx. so cool uhuh? everyone was so fark up i d canteen. so hot and stuffy. so squeeze man~~ heard tat d jiao gay let 5/2 off cos they dunnoo xchange wat agreement de.. jiao lang jiao~~ wid wat kinda of jiao wai cum jiao reasonins~~~ then we noe lerr we were affected by them too.. ask kC and yanling to go tok tot tat jiao lang.. we xchange agreement wid him too.. it was to make us wear ties fer 2 weeks instead of 1.. but wat? tat jiao lang disagree man!!!! fark it man~~~~

JIAO LANG!! ITS U HU SAE THOSE SEC1-3 NEEDA WEAR TIE ONLI DE HOR.. ASS~ THEN ITS 4/5 WEAR D TIE ON ITS ON ACCOUNT.. NOT OUR FAULT HOR!! TINK B4 U GIF AS AND FARKIN REASONS U HAB!! U TWISTED UR OWN WORDS!! DUN DENIED LERR.. WANNA COVER UP FER UR OWN ENGLISH CLASS THEN SAE IT OUT LOUD~~~ WTF!!!

tis jiao lang and jiao skoOl spoiledmy dae.. not it shuld be OURS dae.. fark~ ferget it. dun wnna spoil mua body over such jiao matter. will let d matter rest..zZz.. ASSSSSSS sKoOL.. will leave in 5 months time lerr.. yay!!
hab nva been so dun lan cum fark up b4~~~~

** wanna noe more detail pls refer to jieying's blog ba..

2005-05-10T18:57:00.000-07:00

heiiheii.. finally free to blog lerr.. cos too busy studyin fer mid-yr lerr.. eventhough i dun realli take it so seriously.. at least still got to study abit.. LoLx..

hmm.. todae sat fer a-maths paper 2.. zZz. actually ''xing xin man man de'' but then when do half way got a few qn dunoo how to do.. it cos mii 20++ marks leii!! arrgh.. du lan du lan.. then did d paper within 1hr 30 mins.. sLep fer 30 mins.. hahax.. 1st time slep so long during examinations.. =p then rain again.. soo cooling while sleepin.. hahax.. wind blow big big while sleeping.. *nice* sleep till quite sound..

d paper lasted fer 2hrs.. it ends at 10 a.m.. then we went to funan center walk walk.. then stop at d 2nd level i tink.. we stand dere watching d tv.. hahax.. eh. its bout nature and animals de.. veri funny.. esp d penguins.. LoLx.. we were standing dere laughin till 'bu xing'.. =D then went cold storage buy food store.. again.. hahax.. then after tat still raining.. so jieying decided to go home.. actually i dun wan de.. but then nvmx larr.. then they pei mii go take bus.. waited veri long fer d bus.. finally it came after we waited fer at least 10++mins.. hahax.. then went home online till now.. dun feel lyk revising.. haix.. lazy larr..

yarr.. on d way walkin home saw a cute JC boiiboii.. ahha.. raining in d rain.. so ke ai.. =x i was staring at him ba.. cos to cute liao lerr larr not i DESPO horr.. can't take my eyes off him.. =p then he accidently step on plastic bag which ish on d floor.. almost slip and fall.. luckily he manage to control.. LoLx.. *good kung fu* then i was dere 'tou xiao' =x no choich larr.. if i dun laugh i scare later i will tio 'nei shang'.. rOfL.. then tink he saw mii laughing ba.. *opps*.. then he laugh oso lorr.. zZz..

gtg lerr.. mua farkin sis come back lerr.. got to eat dinner lerr. so late then come back.. zZz.. might as well dun came back.. humph!! du lan du lan liao.. =.=

2005-04-30T00:14:00.000-07:00

heiiheii.. went to changi airport to study 2dae.. hahax.. sound weird rite? LoLx..

actually we meet at 12.3o.. then in d end jieying and agnes came late.. zZz.. almost 1 then met..then nxt went to payah lebar eat lunch.. cos they sae they hungry.. we ate long john.. not realiie nice.. maybe cos i not tat hungry ba.. hahax.. jieying ish d hungriest but in d end ate onli tiny bit.. -.- then hab lorts of laughter and fun.. jieying even took video.. hahax.. lame..

then after eating lerr we took train to changi airport.. i tink we reached dere abt 2+ ba.. then walk up d 'longest escalator' LoLx.. i tink it took us at least 1 mins.. then went bout to find e 'viewing mall'='viewing gallary' but cannot find.. so we took d skytrain to terminal 1.. to continue to find d 'viewing gallary' .. then on d train we saw a lil boiiboii.. hahax.. so cute.. he so active and clever.. ask lorts of qns.. then his ah ma complain to us.. d funny ting ish tat jieying oso join in d fun.. tok to d boiiboii.. LoLx.. funny man.. so we walk down.. then saw a golden hair de uncle.. he suddenly walk pass miie and actually sae 'hi' to miie leii.. oMg.. then we continue to find d 'viewing gallary'.. went up dere.. c soo mani ppL.. then we decided to go to terminal 3 to c if dere ish place not.. we took d skytrain again.. hahax.. its fun to sit on.. then went up to d 3 floor.. saw someting familiar.. zZz.. d same babies.. then we realised tat something ish wrong.. we went back to d same place again!! zZz.. no wonder when we walk pass d uncle again he look so familiar.. tot he travel faaster then us.. zZz.. then in d end we decided to go a corner and settle down..

then awhile later got a group of malays de peeps sat opp us.. then jieying sae one of d guy keep looking at her.. -.- ooh.. thry oso noe break dance leii..wOo-sah..

then at ard 5+ we went to take train.. then came an ang moh.. then suddenly jieying's sweet 'pop' out.. LoLx.. so damn zZz.. LoLx.. funny.. then d ang moh keeping looking at her.. in d end she finally ask, "is tat ur lolli?" Omg.. i was laughing lyk mad liao.. then i kindly help jieying to pick up.. zZz.. i was paiseh till lan..

finally reached bugis liao.. i and jieying then quickly alight frm d train.. then we go take neo-print.. eh.. not tat nice de.. hiax.. then go walk walk.. we went to kinokuniya to read magazines.. then went to d children de arcade dere play play.. haha.. not bad larr.. quite fun.. ^^ then c d time 8++ lerr.. gtg home lerr.. tok a cab again.. cos d train too squeeze.. dun wanna squeeze wid peeps.. =x

then reached home so sianx.. actually wanna chat wid him de.. but then i tink he busy ba.. haix.. nvmx then.. gtg lerr.. online ferr too long liao.. buaiz peeps! takecare and rest well!! ^^

[][x][ tink miie losing feelins bout u lerr ][x][ haix ][x][][x][ being lurve ish better to lurve people.. ][x][]

2005-04-30T00:00:00.000-07:00

hMm.. soO long nva bloggiie lerr... sorriie wOrr.. cos nowadaes miie com toOk MC.. zZz.. so cannot bloogiie lerr..

eh.. hab my english paper 1 and 2 todae.. so damn tough man d paper.. oMg.. hab a feeling of failing my mid-yr english lerr.. hOw?!!

then d paper ends at 12.40.. miie gang when to bugis straight after tat.. we ate mos burger.. so danm confusing man.. d salesgaL tat serve us de so blurr.. keep making wrong order.. zZz.. i made my order so clearly lorr.. haiz.. nvmx larr.. then we sat at d mos fer almost 3 hrs+ ba.. *if mii not wrong* =p we sat dere chatting.. then jieying was dere taking down notes into her phy textbk.. we were all chatting veri happie and loudly dere.. then got 1 toopide ah pek ask us to lower down our voice! zZz.. *irritating man* then after d ah pek went off lerr we started to tok and laugh loudly again.. LoLx.. ^^

then went home by cabby.. cos i dun wan to take mrt.. to mani ppl lerr.. dun wannna squeeze wid ppl in d mrt.. then reached home at abt 6.30 lyktat ba.. so tired..

not long agao jux hab a chat wid jeredy.. onli chat fer a while.. sianx.. then continue to highlight my phy txtbk.. so damn sianx.. actuallii i admitt tat i enjoy chatting wid him.. =x but still no other kinda of feelings yet.. now watching d *wo chai, wo chai, wo chai chai* at channel u.. wanna go watch lerr.. take care peeps..

<>.<<>>.<>.<>.<>.<>.<>.<>.<>.<>.<>.<>.

* feELin vexed.. lOneLy at 1 cOrnEr *

2005-04-15T19:57:00.000-07:00

hmmm..todae ish an exciting dae ba.. cos got inter-class netball competition.. but i m not involved fer todae..

hmm.. so sianx.. todae rain rain rain.. when we play half way.. eh.. rain comes.. then awhile stop.. zZz.. non-stop de.. then mr roy lee sae pospond d day.. to monday??

btw.. we win 5/2 nEiii.. by 1.. hahax.. yAy!! hmm.. i wanna play oso.. hmm.. but i dun seems to hab d talent fer ourdoor games leii.. but i wanna try to win and play..

then tmL got training frm jieying.. fun fun fun.. wanna play play oso.. =p hope to oso challenge tat i m not AFRAID of balls!! LoLx.. gotta end here lerr... mua funkin mummy ask mii stop liao.. zZz.. buaix..

2005-04-14T05:48:00.000-07:00

hMm.. todae same same at sKoOL.. so tired.. eyes so dry.. then feeling do damn sleepy..

but todae de afternoon diff.. we played netball.. it was FUN!! LoLx.. nice.. got 13 giRLs + 1 boiiboii : jieying, agnes, yuwen, huishan, mii, vivi, linna, shihui, farah, sabrina, yanyu, meiyu, eelin, xiao zhixian..

we went to d parade square to play.. veri shinning and hot dere.. zZz.. but still ok larr.. then played till 5.20++ cos got competition tmL.. at 1.30 ba.. so got to 'qing jia lian xi'='ling shi bao fuo jiao' LoLx..

hab lortx of fun.. tis afternoon.. sweat lortx man.. can gan shou how jy feels fer d past 3+ yrs.. hahax. btw.. saw yanling at d tiong de bus stop.. cos pei vivi wait fer her bus 123.. **which always take so long to come de** then saw yanling and...... hehex... dun sae lerr.. cos its a secret between mii and yanling.. hahax.. gtg sign off lerrr.. cos got to do poa hmwk and stuy fer d dunoo wat statement tests de lerr...

**still feeling emptiness** maybe cos i still hab some feelings fer u**or was it....**
**trying to ferget bout d tings in d past n u**time when u treated mii lyk soo close frenz**onli if i hab not chose to tell ppl bout how i feel bout u**wanna turn back d clock**but can't**listen to jy's advise**ferget bout him ba**dere's still mani trees out dere**mii too ugly to hab ppl to acept mii**.sObSoB.**starting into a relationship is difficult**they muz be loving each other..rather then one sided love**

it seems tatmy gang de ppl d BGR reationship izZn't tat smooth.. but nvmx... having frenz ish beta fer us now.. concentrade on our O's 1st ba.. put everything behind.. let's *CheEr uP!!*Be HaPpiie ever**

2005-04-13T19:45:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. todae as usual lorr.. so sianx at skoOL.. feeling tired always.. then mushroom always mus lecture us b4 she can starts to do anything de.. zZz.. dun care her larr.. always lyk tat de..

then after skoOL went to do library duty.. acutally we were dere chit-chatting.. =x hmmm.. wid ming jie, yanling, shihui, linna and my gang lorr.. then tOk bout quite lortx of tings lorr.. not bad. quite fun..if can everyday lyk todae afternoon, my life will be more colourful lerr.. somehow.. nowadays felt abit lonely.. some kinda of emptiness inside mii.. feeling abit left out lerr.. y? y? m i feeling tis nerr?? *wEirD*

btw.. todae on d way home.. i walk into d carpark. then saw a boiiboii.. LoLx.. somehow looks abit lyk ADAM.. but not as tall as him larr.. then eye contact wid him.. zZz.. so weird de gan jue.. ooh.. now then noe tat my house got shuai ge de leii.. hahax..

wondering how jieying lerr.. in settling her BGR problem.....

hmmm..got to go do homework lerr.. tmL still got QA practical.. sianx.. sure fail de.. haix..

tReaSurE uR LuRve oNes... dOn LOse thEm...

2005-04-12T19:59:00.000-07:00

The story start wif a guy, name Paul anda girl named Ella..
Both of were still students but had already started to 'fall in love'.. in another words, go steady.. In one of the days during their June holidays which they have been waiting for, they met each other at a basketball court..Coincidentally, they started playing a match wif each other.. they had fun..As Ella knew one of the frens of Paul, she asked for Paul's number.. At tat time, Paul didn't want to fall in love again, after getting so much hurt from the previous one.. Sadly, tat fren of Paul didn't give her the number..As days went by, the holidays ended.. They met each other at another basketball near Ella's skool..Day went by and Ella borrowed Paul's hp and missed call her own hp to get his number..Tat very nite, she smsed Paul.. They chatted and had fun.. Till one day, Ella expressed her love for Paul.. Paul loved her much too.. after thinking 4 a long time, Paul thinks tat he and Ella would last, thus, asked her if she would be his partner..Obviously, she agreed..They went steady for one and a half short mths..Ella ended the relationship.. with her parents not allowing her to go steady as a reason..who on earth would accept tat lame reason? but Paul, like many other love victims, had no choicebut to let go..Years past and another fell in love wif Paul.. She was Mary.. Paul and Ella didn't contact for a very long time.. Paul still loved Ella very much.. but nvr had a chance to tell her.. one day, along a street, Paul was wif Mary..Paul saw a familiar figure across the road..guess who was tat? it was Ella.. Paul ran acrossed the road, without noticing a truck coming.. BANG!! everyone near him crowded around tat area..Mary screamed as she rushed to Paul.. Ella joined in the crowd.. She remembered the face, one who loved her so much in the past.. Next to him, wasMary.. He wasn't dead.. 'dun give up.. say my name, 100 times, 1000 time, a million times.. u're gonna say it till u can finish a million b4 u can stop!!' Mary said to Paul.. with tears in her eyes.. Everyone thought Mary was Paul's gerl.. Standing at one side, alone, was a gerl crying.. tat's was Ella who regretted breaking up wif Paul, after recalling how nice Paul treated her in the past..Paul was sent to the Hospital..Mary and Ella were there.. Praying hard.. An operation was carried out.. Paul didn't survive.. The Doctor came out, shaking his head.. Sighed.. He too, thought tat Mary was Paul's gerlfren, thus approached her for an apology for not being able to revive Paul.. He said to Mary: "Miss Ella.. your boyfren didn't survive.. he gave himself up after calling your name 157 times.. im sorry.."

2005-04-09T20:09:00.000-07:00

jux came home not long ago.. todae when out wid jieying and lingna.. it was quite fun and 2 special happenings happen to us..

i 1st meet jieying at d somerset mrt station at 1 pm.. in end end she came at 1.20+.. zZz.. make mii wait dere 20++ mins.. till my legs so 'suan'.. then be4 tat saw 4/7 de dominic and zhong yong at d tiong de mRt d esclator dere doing CIP..

then when jieying reached lerr.. we 1st when to cine.. i bought d 'gu ling' de XXL crispy chicken.. dere got a veri 'jiao bin' and vain guy dere.. at 1st saw his backview thinking tat he should look not bad.. but to our horror.. he look so.......... zZz.. dun wanna sae lerr larr.. dun so bad.. LoLx.. then we when to cheers dere buy drinks.. jieying bought ribina and i bought white chocolate freeze.. *niice niice*

then went taka walk walk lorr.. waiting fer lingna's call.. then in d end wait fer lingna at d crystal jade palace.. saw her aunti and cousin.. esp d small CUTE boii.. so 'huo po and hao dong'.. not bad look..can be a shuai ge when he grow up le.. hAhax..

we leave taka to cine cos lingna wanna buy de 5566 de CD.. then on d way dere we were stop by a woman hu claimed tat she is finding ppL to join d mediacorp de.. then she spotted lingna lorr..ask fer her number.. then nxt went to sumbawang c c.. after she bought de CD lingna sae wanna go to watsons to buy something fer her bro.. then when we came out frm de cine.. got two sales girls stopped us cos they doing some promotion fer d KOTEX style tingy.. then she gave us d sample.. each of us actually got 2 de.. but in d end i gotten alot man.. so heavy.. zZz.. then she oso took a photo of 3 of us and our particulars .. dunoo do wat de larr.. zZz.. d photo she take fer mii de sooooo damn ugly man.. zZz.. -.- regret fer not askin her to take my photo fer d 3rd time.. ='( then went to heeren to take neo print.. eek.. nowadays i so ugly.. take all de neo print all not nice de.. ='( haix.. then meet my fren to take phy textbook.. he went ard and ard to look fer mi..LoLx..*ps oh* then finally met him.. OMG.. he look so................................ dun wan to sae lerr lar.. so bad.. later he see myblog then i die.. dun wanna hurt him.. cos i oso look ugly.. so dun wanna make any scarcastic remake lorr.. then he gave showed mii d book.. but it isn't d book tat i wanted.. zZz.. nvmx lorr.. hiax.. how??? no phy textbook=fail o' lvl phy paper... die lerr...

then we bugis.. cos lingna still cannot find d ting she wan.. so we took bus 7.. so squeeze man.. OMg.. then d journey still soo long.. -.- then in d end she still cannot find d ting she wan.. it was 6++ lerr.. so i wanna go home..

i took a cabby home wid lingna.. i sent her to meet zhang hao 1st.. in d cab we chat quite well.. ^_^ then finall reached home at ard 7+ lyktat..

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2005-04-08T10:24:00.000-07:00

hMm.. tOdae ish a bOring dae too.. acutally finish sKoOL at 12.45 de.. but our klass de boiis got oral todae + got to stay back to do chinese paper 2.. damn sianx man.. then went home early todae.. cos jieying got netball.. then agnes they all lyk dun wanna go out lyktat.. so i tag along wid ian they all to take 'free' cabby.. but in d end took mingjie's cabby instead.. cos when mii, vivi, benny waiting fer ian at d opp de provision cos he got dunoo wat ncc tingy.. then saw mingjie coming out.. ii wave at him.. then he came forward and ask mii whether wanna take cab togdther anot.. of course i wan na.. LoLx.. =x cos ian veri slow..and vivi lyk not feeling veri well lyktat..she stomache again.. zZz.. everytime oso lyktat.. so vivi oso tag along wid us.. i nva pay fer d cab..ish mingjie treat de.. good hOrr..=p *tHaNx mingjie* oh ya..2dae's ish also not mua dae.. -.- *8.04.05* cos 1st period kanna call by miss you to ans qn when i haven even memorise yet.. then she ask ian to take down my name and got to do a POA qn.. but in d end i oso nva go take frm her.. hMm.. bTw.. tOdae ish pOh Han's biirthday.. *HaPpiie BiiRthday tO u PoH hAn!!!* hmmm.. still along way to go fer my birthday.. 26 sept.. o lvl ard d corner.. dun tink aniwan got free time to celebrate wid mii le.. hiax.. ='( tmL will be going out wid jieying and lingna.. cum taking phy textbook frm my fren.. so tired tis week.. got black ring on my eyes le.. sianx.. even more uglier le.. sianx sianx.. hOpe to graduate soon.. too much 'bad happenings' in tis skool le..[acutally ought to be sae by agnes and jieying] aniwai.. recent found out tat my skool isn't a safe place..

2005-03-31T22:44:00.000-08:00

Daniel and Jasmine are sitting alone inthepark, one night.

Daniel:I guess we are the left overs in thisworld

Jasmine:I think so, all of my friends have boyfriends and we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special person in ourlife

Daniel:Yup I don't know what to do

Jasmine:I know! We'll play a game

Daniel:What game?

Jasmine:i'll be your girlfriend for 30 days andyou will be my boyfriend

Daniel:That's a great plan in fact i don't havenothing to do much this following week...

DAY 1:They watch their first movie and they werebothtouchedby a romantic film

DAY 4:They went to the beach and had a picnic...Daniel and Jasmine have their quality timetogether

DAY 12:Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they rideon a Horror House ride. Jasmine was scared and she thought she touched Daniel's hand but she touched someone else's hand instead and they both laughed.

DAY 15:They saw a fortune teller down the road and they asked for their future advice and the fortune teller said: "My darlings, Please don't waste the timeof your life...SPend the rest of your time together happily" Then tears flow out from the teller's eyes

DAY 20:Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor...Jasmine mumbled something

DAY 28:They sat on the bus and because of a bumbyroad Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident

DAY 29: 11:37pm Jasmine and Daniel sat in the park where they first decided to play this game...

Daniel:I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want anything to drink? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road

Jasmine:Apple Juice that's all

Daniel:Wait for me.20mins later; a stranger approached Jasmine

Stranger:Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine:Why yes? What happened?

Stranger:A reckless drunken driver ran over daniel and he is critical in the hospital

11:57pm-The doctor came out of the emergency room and he handed out an apple juice and a letter

Doctor:We found this in daniel's pocket.

Jasmine reads the letter and it says:
Jasmine, This past few days, i realized you are a really cute girl and i am really falling for you..Your cherished smile your everything when we played this game; before this game would end. I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of mylife. I love you Jasmine.

Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:"Daniel ! i don't want you to die. I loveyou, Remember that night when we saw a meteor, I mumbled something; I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and never end this game. Please don't leave me Daniel. Ilove you! You cannot do this to me."

Then the clock strikes 12 and Daniel's heart stoped pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY..

LuRve..

2005-03-31T22:14:00.000-08:00

you see me walking the road with someone else,
It's not because I like his accompany..
Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.

If you hear me talking about him all the time,
Its not because he pleases me..
Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat.

If you feel me falling with someone new,
Its not because I love him..
But because you're not there to catch me fall.

If you feel lost, tOo I am nowhere..
I too don't know where the road is going..

Are we gonna cross each other's path,
Or just completely turn around?..

Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don't let me walk with him,
It's you I want to walk with..
Don't let me talk of him,it's you I want to talk with..
Don't let me fall for him,
It's you I want to fall in love with..

"HOW DID THE GUY REPLY?"

When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stand before me

When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship

When you thought I wasn't there to catch you,
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom,you've already grabbed a branch

If you feel like you are nowhere,
I too am lost,
I too don't know where the road is going

Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?

Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side

Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with

Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with.

WHEN I SAW YOU...

I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU...

WHEN I TALKED TO YOU...

I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...

WHEN I HOLD YOU...

I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...

NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ...

I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU...

SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS...

BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...

THEN IT ISN'T LOVE...

2005-03-19T23:20:00.000-08:00

oMg.. i tink i turning black liao.. mua hands and face abit black black le.. die die.. dun wan to be black.. got to apply whitening lotion le..

hMm.. tOdae wake up at 9+.. cos mua parents wake us up de.. got to eat breakfast.. eating wid eyes half open.. so damn tired man.. then whole body achin.. so painful siaL.. esp mua arms.. then i tink mua palm got 'nei yu xue' veri pain.. lucky ish left hand.. if not cannot do mua home work liao..

at home whole dae todae.. slacking.. but then still got do some homework.. english compre.. did 3 liao.. but incompleted de.. i did mua best liao.. then in d afternoon mua uncle suddenly as mii wanna hair clips anot.. then he brought 4 big cum heavy bags of earings.. hair sharks.. and lorts man.. so kind of him.. thanx thanx.. then mii and mua mama at d living room choosing and choosing.. forgot bout d porrigde.. LoLx.. then it got burn.. no choice.. got to eat 'bing gan' liao.. zZz.. i took lortx of small hair clips and earings man.. mani till can open a hair accessories shop liao.. kekex..

tmL still got e-maths tution.. siiAnx.. so early.. then jieying sae will be coming to mua house do homework and vivien.. hope d aching will go away tmL.. so pain.. wanna lie down liaO.. oMg.. so pain.. *sOb SoB* now butt pain le.. cannot sleep properly le.. ='(

2005-03-18T22:23:00.000-08:00

yAy.. tOdea went to eastcoast wiD mUa kLasS.. sO fUn wOrx.. i haB lOrTx of fUn and biiTx of pAiin.. LoLx..

hMm.. tOdae wE [ mii, jieying, agnes, yuwen, yanling, shihui, linna, linda, eelin, meiyu, yongliang, mingjie, pohan] when to eastcoast to roller blade and cycle after chem remedial lesson..

hMmm.. jieying, mii, agnes, yuwen, eelin and meiyu when to yanling's house 1st.. then meet d other at eastcoast at 1.. but in d end we reached dere at 1+.. yanling's house damn clean siaL.. then i quite lyk her roon.. feel so cosy.. ^-^

then we went to eastcoast d mac dere meet ming, liang, linda and pohan.. then went to rent d roller blade 1st cos yan ling sae linna and shihui will come later..

we cannot even stand properly except fer meiyu and eelin ba.. cos they seems to be veri expert in blading.. LoLx.. then yanling got help fRm yongliang.. he seems so high/happie when yanliang support him fer balance.. so funny.. hahax.. then finally came a instructor[ d shop assistant] to help mii to move on frm d booth.. if not i will be stuck dere fer ever ba..LoLx..

then i slowly travel too d place where for d newbies learning blading de.. then i tried to move but i was damn scary lo.. oMg.. aLmost fell lEhx.. luckily got all mua frenz dere help mii out.. hmm.. esp po han and eelin.. they hold mua hands to guide mii along to blade.. then finally i can blade by muaself le.. =p *hApPiie* but unfortunaly.. i fell fer d 1st time when pohan prentending to help mii.. but in d end push mii.. oMg.. i landed on mua BUTT!! pain siaL.. zZz.. then in d end agnes they alll scolded him then ask him to help mii up.. HahAx.. so funny when i fall.. cos i always fall veri hard de.. dunno y.. maybe i fat mahx.. then heavy lo.. then fall hard on d ground lo.. then mua butt pain pain..

then they wanted to move out frm d newbies ground to outside.. then at first quite good de.. moving veri shun li.. cos got help frm eelin they all mahx.. LoLx.. then suddenly pohan dunno do wat and i fell to d ground.. zZz.. so 'ta ma' d pain lehx.. so paiseh oso.. so mani ppL dere de.. hAix.. and tis ish d second time i fell down.. zZz.. then i total fell fer 4 times lehx.. mua butt almost swollen lehx.. pLus mua hand..

d 3rd time i fell should be at d return journey to d newbies ground.. i fell damn so hard fer tis time.. cos i could not control mua speed la.. then i scare scare.. cos jieying hold mua hand and her speed was so fast lo.. then i fell.. but she got help mii up.. kekex.. *bEstBuds* and i tink got agnes, yuwen, pohan and eelin help mii up.. then in d end i 'hai' jieying fell down.. then she scratch her knee.. so poor ting.. i felt so guilty.. *sOrRiie oh.. 'hai' u 'sou shang' * but i noe u won mind de.. cos we are good good peng you mahx.. dui bu dui..? LoLx..

hMm.. then at aRd 5 lykdat we went to return d roller blade.. then pohan sae he lost d locker key! oMg.. then we ask d cle how. and he sae we got to pay $2O fer losing d key.. wAh LaO eh.. so ex siaL.. zZz.. then we went high and low searching fer d key.. but in d end pohan sae d pay lo.. then ask d uncle to help us to open d locker.. to our surprise man.. we got d uncle to open d wrong locker.. zZz.. then d uncle= ah peh ask we got to pay another $2O fer opening d wrong locker.. aSs lAhx.. lykdAt tat onli then muz pay $2O.. *siaO* he actually put d lock back in place FIRMLY lo.. he still sae will spoil will spoil de.. and d locker cannot be use liaO.. then still sae a damn toOpide cum lame reason.. say tat later d ppL come back accuse him of stealing or complain tat their tings lose and so on la.. zZz.. IF AH PEH U PUT BACK D LOCK SO NICELY.. HOW WOULD PPL NOE IF U HAB OPEN IT.. THEN STILL ASK US TO PAY $2O.. SO EX!!

then we were dere so worried lo.. then ask mingjie they all if they noe wat locker did pohan put our bags in.. unfortunaly.. they dunno.. then thru lortx of peeping and diccussing.. we finally agreed and ask ah peh to open d locker no. 8.. at last we got our bags.. *phEw* then in d end d uncle onli collect $2O.. zZz.. lame la.. all so 'lao hu tu'.. collect less $$ le oso dunoo.. but nvmx la.. its a profit to us..

then finally we went home at 5+.. i took a cab wid liang and pohan.. liang sit in front and po han sit behind wid mii.. then i slep in d cab.. so tired man! then i reached home at 6 ba.. i tink.. hMm..d cab fare was $9.7O.. wOoOoo.. veri ex wOrx.. mua wholebody start to ache now le.. zZz.. so long then start to ache.. LoLx.. feeling old liao.. so 'chi dun' mua body.. hahax.. gOt To gO sLeeP lo.. wanna sleep early.. cos mua body veri pai now.. felt lyk mua bones going to 'san' diao d feeling man.. bUaix.. niiTex..

2005-03-18T05:01:00.000-08:00

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2005-03-14T22:38:00.000-08:00

yAy.. todae went to bugis de bencoolen[dunno how to spell] dere take mua contact lens.. finally can live in a clearer world le.. LoLx..

then went dere wid jieying, agnes and yuwen to pei mii go take mu contact lens cum hab a contact-lens-lecturing.. hmM.. at 1st reached dere not scare de.. but then wanna start to wear le then start to tremble liaO.. LoLx.. then i tink i too 3o-45+ mins to practise wearing and taking out lens.. mii wear till 'liu bi ti' =x LoL.. hmMm.. after completing mua lecturing.. we went to orchard.. then jieying sae still early.. wanna pierce.. i pierce 1 on mua right ear.. then jieying pierce 1 on her left ear and yu wen pierce 1 on both her ears.. so ex lEhx.. 4 holes $2O liao!!

then finish piercing we went to eat yoshinoya.. we kept faning and saying ear pain.. LoLx.. then dipping d alcohol non-stop.. =p

then went time at ard 6 ba.. wanna sleep le.. ear no pain liao.. *hApPiie* mii still worry later dunno how to sleep.. hahax.. niTex..

2005-03-08T21:40:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. todae is a damn long dae.. cos got english rememdial..

all d teachers teaching our kLasS d seems to be veri 'du lan'= frustated wid our kLasS

mdm Tan: scream at her top of her voice.. then throw our compo book on d table.. then walk out likedat.. zZz.. all d glass panels cracking le.. cos her voice so high in pitch + loud !! u can imagine.. being her student fer 3yr+ le.. going to deaf liaO.. gTg claim insurance le.. LoLx..

ms you: walk into our kLasS suddenly shouted so loud.. then scream at us.. understandable LaRhx.. cos got so mani ppL owe her d acc fiLe fer sooo lonh.. then some careless ppL nva do correction or underline lo.. then she collect ez-link card..

ms ang: she's lyk askin us to hand in dis and dat.. then no one seems to take her words for it..0.O she tis face.. c lia0 oso sian la.. mushroom.. zZz..

then clement todae kept askn us to pay him $7 fer d neo-print.. zZz.. so unfair.. girLs onli got we 5 ppL then boiiz got 7 ppL.. neo-print ish onli at most $10 nia.. how can collect $7 frm us.. NOT FAIR.. onli good to boiiz.. GAY ARHX U.. C U ALWAYS STICK BEHIND JINHAO.. SO GAY-LY MAN!! AND BTW.. WE ONLI SHOULD PAY $0.60 EACH HOR [girL] WE WON PAY U MORE DE.. NOT EVEN OVER MUA DEAD BODY MAN! ANIWAI HU ASK U TOOPIDE-LY cum AUTOMATICALLY GO CHANGE MONEY AND PAY FER US.. AND HU ASK U TO TAG ALONG WID US DE.. LoLx.. IF NOT NXT TIME DUN TAG ALONG WID US LARHX..!! *IRRITATED* LUCKILY U CLEVER.. GO SIT SO FAR END AT D CORNER.. IF NOT U WILL BE SITTING ALONE LE..LoLx.. ACTUALLY I PITY U LARHX.. BUT IF I PITY U..NOONE WILL PITY MII LIAO.. HAHAX.. HAIX.. NO COMMENT FER U LE.. LoLx..

2005-03-08T05:57:00.000-08:00

Near the door
He paused to stand
As he took his class ring off her hand.
All who were watching did not speak
As a silent tear ran down is cheek
And through his mind the memorise ran
Of moments they walked together hand in hand
But now her eyes were so terrible cold
For he again will never have her hand to hold.
They watched in silence as he bent near
And whispered the words "I love you."
In her ear.
He touched her face and started to cry
As he put his ring on his finger and wanted to die.
And just then the wind began to blow.
As they lowered her casket into the snow.
This is what happensto man alive,
When friends let friendsDrink and Dive!!

2005-03-04T00:02:00.000-08:00

todae soo mani ppL went together to watch movie.. "hitch" i tink got12 ppL ba..

got mii.agnes.jieying.yuwen.huishan.yongliang.mingjie.jinhao.jichen.clement.jason.tienshui. hmm.. not bad LoRhx de show.. ish about love to chase d girl u liKe.. LoLx so funny.. then huishan laugh till so loud.. LoLx..

then before got c d movie.. we took neo-prints.. zZz.. so mani ppL.. then jieying guided d boiiz and ask them line up frm tallest de to shortest.. one by one go in.. then clement so BHB go in after jichen or hu.. i not sure.. then jieying stop him and sae he not tall ask him dun go in..
LoLx.. i laugh lyk made man.. then inside so damn cramp.. i got mua shoe stepped by someone.. zZz.. -.- dunno hu did tat.. then d 'jiao bin' stand so close to mii.. scary.. then everywhere i go oso can c him.. zZz.. -.- hmm.. then cLement paid fer d neo-print lo.. LoLx.. cos he seems to be d richest among us.. aniwai he is near to d exit de.. tat's y ask him pay 1st.. WE DID NOT FRCED HIM DE.. hahax..

then d movie lasted fer 2 hr++.. then d boiiz sae they wanna go play pool at bugis dere.. 'jiao bin' oso noe how to play pol mEhx.. later d damaged d table onli.. =x LoLx.. *.sOunD sO bAd.*

then we went cine and heereen and taka dere walk walk.. then i went home taking mRt..

e movie seat nos...
After some checking...the tickets number is from 3-14..
03- Yeeleng
05- Agnes
06- Hui shan
07- Jinhao(shld be)
08- Ji Chen
09- Jie ying
10- Yu wen
11- ????(either is YLiang,Mjie or Jason)
12- ????(either is YLiang,Mjie or Jason)
13- ????(either is YLiang,Mjie or Jason)
14- Tian shui
15- Clement [l0ls..all copied frm wen..wahahax...]

ps:we nv seat accordin to e no...=p

2005-03-03T22:12:00.000-08:00

When we talka warm feelings stirs inside
i don't know what to call it
but it feels so good if only i could touch me like your voice touched me
i feel like I've known you i cant wait till we are together so we both can see
i think of you often but can touch you only in my dream
close your eyes
feel the warmth of my hands
i softly touch you face
feel the heat of my breaths i rest my head on your chest
if only it were real
if only it were there when i awoke
do you feel the heat?
i really need to know
somehow, from so far away
i think you've touched my soul..

2005-03-03T22:02:00.000-08:00

todae.. hmmm.. quite a long dae ba..

cos got a-maths remedial after skoOL.. then got sooo mani maths lesson.. got e-maths.. a-maths.. then POA.. zZzzZz.. so fan and tirring..

then todae lao lian cried!! i oso dunno whY.. hmm.. she suddenly cry in d e-maths period..*shocked* tok halfway then she suddenly threw our e-maths homework on d floor then cry.. then when to sit at d teacher's table.. zZzz.. so sudden.. scary man.. i tot i was dreaming.. then i ask jieying if i was dreaming.. LoLx.. then she sae tat jieying wasn't happy wid her + yongliang + yanling.. when she mention jieying's name i almost scared to death man..

dunno why she cry.. maybe abt d textbooks?? so suddenly de.. noone bother abt her oso.. onli i gave her tissue to wipe of her tears.. then she sae dun wanna continue lesson.. in d end oso continue to teach.. zZzz.. toOpiDe.. haix.. duno her laRhx.. everytime oso likedat de.. strange strange..

p.s. hope she wont refer todae's matter to GAY T=Mr DT........

2005-03-02T23:35:00.000-08:00

todae ish a long dae ba..

cos got library.. zZz.. so sianx.. then we spent d afternoon at d library slacking at d disman corner.. then library end le jieying came and find us.. then saw a lower sec boiiboii veri shuai de.. ^_^ looks like bryan.. LoLx.. then jieying sae she regrate not taking down d photo of him..

then went home after tat lo.. so sianx..

2005-03-01T23:13:00.000-08:00

so fuck up/blood boiling!!.. TODAE!

OMG!! all mua skoOL d teachers all so sucky!! all got atitude problems de.. whY? whY liKeDat?! especially d DT our DM.. so gay! so sucky! so irritating! abusing his authority! overall he ish cAtagorise as ER XIN..

He always conduct spot checks de.. dun understand y!? anything oso wanna catch.. zZz.. then ppl fan himself oso got to ask him.. zZz.. *Lame* then in d end d person got suspened fer d day..

then fer d mushroom.. same same everyday.. scolding and scolding us every time when she steps into d kLass.. *siAnx*

Lastly.. d gone case.. fer Lao Lian.. mua form teacher.. hopeless liao.. everytime gif those LJ faces de.. then todae even worse.. qi bian our gan qing!! cos she ask binghan lock d cupboard.. then we secretly ask binghan help us put d books inside.. to our surprize/horror.. she confiscated our textbooks.. then put it in under her table.. OMG.. how could she do tat.. *iDioT*-.-* then we go find her fer our textbook.. them she act deaf.. neber listen to us.. suddenly then she sae she noes wat we wan.. then told us to go bookshop find out how much d textbook is and she will charge us 50% less.. zZz.. tot she veri wei da arhx?! so despo fer money onli.. onlin one how to gif LJ faces!! needa so bao pei or secure mehz!! put under ur table.. later onli will pollute my clean books..

haix..y in d hell ish dere so mani fuckin teacher wid such fuckin atitude in tis skoOL de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-02-24T23:09:00.000-08:00

I looked at him for the first time,
and not noticing I would fall in love with him I looked away.
I now sit at home only thinking about him.
Why is it that I can't let him go?
I know realize he is never coming back, and begin to cry.
He was my first, my first at so many things.
But the one thing I will always remember, isthat he was my first "True Love."
I did things not thinking of the outcome, and now I am left home all alone.
I just can't let him go.
Why is it that he can act like nothing is wrong, and say "I Love You?"
Does it even mean anything?
If he read this, would he show this to all of his friends?
I just don't know anymore!All I know is that I love a guy.
And for that reason......"I Can't Let Him Go"

2005-02-24T22:49:00.000-08:00

todae ish a long long terrible dae... worst dae in d week.. got 3 periods of mushroom lesson.. 3 lessons!! tat will cos my life man.. then after recess all d periods are maths de.. zZz.. got 2 periods of e-maths.. then 2 periods of a-maths.. then POA.. continuously de.. siAnx..

todae got a lecture lesson agin frm tat mushroom.. she scolded those hu copied a whole essay de ppl..[mii included] then she sae we will get zero marks fer tis essay!! BIG DEAL ARHX! ZERO THEN ZRO LARHX! SCARE U ARHX..TOT U MUSHROOM VERI INTELLIGENT ARHX?? HUH! FUCKIN ASS! IDIOT! ZERO LO.. then she still sae we got no integrity! then still sae us toopide!!! WTF.. teacher scolding student toopide.. gif u form A to Z then u noe!! aRrrrge... *blood boiling*

tat mushroom look so ugly! she sucks!! sucks to d core!! i hated her toopide fuckin nose twitching when toking and her toopide hand raising when toking.. like those traffic police likedat.. tot she will look cute likdat arhx?!! LoLx.. then everytime got her lesson she will sure take 10-20 mins to lecture us de.. wasting time.. haiz.. but not bad larhx.. at least dun needa do her work.. if not she will comment again.. zZz.. then she always sae we got not enough general knowledge.. like she noe alortx like tat.. big deal arhx.. onli wanted to show off her 'talented' big elephant brain onli.. hiax.. aniwae she is much OLDER then us.. so if she got more general knowledge then us is 'ying gai' de.. dere's no need to show off de!! we won be jealous de.....

2005-02-17T03:32:00.000-08:00

WHEN I TALKED TO YOU...
WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...
WHEN I HOLD YOU...
I WAS QUIET WIF YOUU BECUZ..
I LOVE YOU I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...
NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ...
I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU...
SADSAD SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS...
BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...
THEN IT ISN'T LOVE...
HOLD ON TO THE PERSON U LOVE...
BEFORE HE/SHE SLIPS AWAY...
AND U CAN NEVER GET HIM/HER BACK..
->When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person.
->But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them.
->At that moment, you are in love.
->Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
->Then, you are in love.
->Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet.
->You are desperately waiting for the call!
->At that moment, you are in love.
->If you are much more excited for one short e- mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.
->When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from thatspecial someone, you are in love.
->When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone.
->Then, you are in love.
->You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction.
->At that moment, you are in love.
->While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.

2005-02-17T00:00:00.000-08:00

jux finish rushing fer my english project given by f**King mushroom.. soooo damn tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whole boady aching le.. then oso cos my printer to be terribly low in ink!! U NOE HOW MUCH PRINTER INK COS ANOT!! STILL INSTSTED US MUST USE TYPE DE!!!! U TINK U GOT A MUSHROOM HAIR STYLE VERI BIG ARHX... AND A TOOPID F**kING NOSE TAT KEEP FIGDETING LIKE MAD WHEN U TOK! *ASSHOLE!!*

+ [ *` LiviN' w/o aiM `* ] +

I Can't Let Him Go

2005-02-16T20:59:00.000-08:00

Who was the girl in his thoughts?
Was it me?
Did he see someone else while I was gone?
Did he run to someone else who gave him better comfort while I wasn't there?
Will he love me?
Will he care after I have told him what I have to say?
Will he hang up the pone or listen without speaking a word??
Will he be over me right away?
Tomorrow when he wakes up will he be crying or will he forget I ever exist?
Did I depend on him too much?
Will he flirt with girls around me?
Will girls flirt with him?
Will I be jealous of any girl who even gets a hug frm him or jux chatting wid him happily?
Will this one guy make me not want to love anyone again?
Will I be thinking about him the whole day if he did not bother to look at me or say 'HI' to me?
Will I not love anymore?
Will he lose his trust in God?
Will he blame God?
Will I be upset with God?
Will I be happy and feel totally at peace or will I totally hate myself?
He will be around me, will have feelings for him but, even though I can be with him, I can't be. He is there and I could take every opportunity but it will be a let down to know that I can't change what God wants for me. Will God keep these feelings there if its right?
Will we both become better persons from this or will we have hate in our hearts?
Will I cry myself to sleep knowing that I still love him?
Knowing that I broke his heart?
OR will I be happy because I've done what God wants me to do?
Is he the one for me?
Will I still love him when I get married and move on?
Will there be a place in my heart for him, always?
Will it ever go away? Should it go away?
Will I regret this, because I love him so much?
Or will I be happy that I've done what God is telling me to do?
Will I get over him?
Will he get over me?
Will one of us love, but other move on?
Life has many circumstances, Love is the worst… it is also the best… its hard to make everyone happy… and not forget to love someone as equally as others. Its hard to treat all people with the same respect… especially when there is another that you like more. Its so hard. Its so hard to break someone apart with words. Its hard to not get emotionally attached to someone… It's hard to control feelings. It's hard to b at peace with god, although its so right. The Lord holds us back but we step forward, into the darkness. The tempting and good looking darkness of attraction.
When in the end, it only hurts more… it only gives pain and hurt… will any one hear me scream inside?
Will no one notice me?
Will anyone understand what I'm feeling or will no one care?
Will this boy understand?
Will he talk to me?
Will we be friends?
Will I still be able to be there for him, as a sister in Gods family or will we hate and have a grudge of love that we thirst for each other inside, but hate.
How does three years of hard work go down the drain?
What will happen next, will this be a test of faith and belonging to God?
How much will we depend on God after this?
How much will we depend that he will make other choices for us?
Will we give in in a week?
Will I want a kiss but do I want a kiss?
Will I be able to remember anything we did without crying I can look, but not touch.
Am I the first person in hi world to feel these feelings?
Will I be known as soppy because of my feelings?
Am I too emotional?
What next?
Will the next one be right?
Will he be ten times better?
Can he be?
Is there going to be a next one?
Will I love again, or will I be over protective of my heart?

2005-02-16T20:09:00.000-08:00

hmm.. todae is a terribly loOoOong dae.. got library.. so fan.. c d teacher-in-charge even more sianx.. acutally dun wanna go de.. but agnes they all going.. so i go lo.. then slack de whole late afternoon at d library.. -.- tmL got tests again.. zZzz.. POA somemore.. test journal.. haix.. sure fail de.. i don't even noe how to start.. fail fer sure le.. =''( then tonite got rush fer d english compo.. got to burn mid-night oil le.. all becoz of that MUSHROOM head gif such a toopide homework fer us to do.. soOoooo damn USELESS!! WASTIN MY TIME ONLI!! *MUSHROOM HEDA SUCKS*

+ [ *`LiviN' w/o aiM`* ] +

2005-02-15T22:52:00.000-08:00

I'm trying to find inspiration
I'm trying to feel some emotion
But since the day you're gone
I feel nothing but a bitter cold
There's a mess in my head
Everything's so meaningless
There's a huge emptiness
Inside and around me
I always thought that you'd treat me kind
I always thought that you'd be by my side
But one day you said goodbye
I thought that I would die
But I won't break down
I will stand up
And one day you'll miss
What you left behind
I will dry these tears
Get rid of these memories
And I will be free
To love again
I have a long life
Until I get rid of these blurs
But I know I will overcome..

2005-02-14T22:14:00.000-08:00

Why do i love him?!!!!
because i get caught by his magical eyes...
because i cant wait to see his smile...
because i send him good morning n good night everyday n every night.....
because it drives me insane to know he`s not OK...
because i love that soft wind touching my face every time he`s near...
because i`m missing him even when he`s right in front of me....
because i hear his voice as if it was music...
because i cant picture the world without him in it...
because i cant stop feeling this way no matter what he does to me....
because i cant hate him no matter how he hurts me....
because he`s the only one that made me cry....
because i can hear my heart beats when he`s around....
because he`s the only one that can turn my life upside down....
because he`s what "love"means to me....
because life is so meaningless without him by my side....
because he`s the sun of my days n the stars of my night....
because he completes me....

2005-02-14T22:00:00.000-08:00

hMmm..vaLenTine's DaY tOdae.. aLone.. every year oso likedat.. hAix..

[ +`:: Wishin' eveRyOne HaPpIeEx VaLenTiNe's Dae ::`+ ]

2005-02-14T21:34:00.000-08:00

hmMm.. tOdae ish a Long Dae aT sKoOL.. wid soOooOo mani tests.. got english, a-maths and chinese.. *sIanx* then somemore without jieying.. even worse.. then after sKoOL still got poa somemore.. then got to rush home fer my a-maths tution.. Luckily got free cabby take.. LoLx.. hmm..then went online chat chat.. then suddenly LeRoy came tok to mi.. ask mii hu i m.. then so fast he offline le.. zZzzZzz.. then when c c my blog.. + tO mY hOrRoR!!! + i saw zi ann and kaili tag my blog.. *shOcKed tO dEaTh* OMG!! izZiT realLi them??!? hmMm.. i dUn tiNk so.. cos they oso dunno mii.. surely ish jieying they all done de.. zZzZzZzz.. nvMx LaRhx.. Let them play ba.. LoLx..

=+*`Living w/o aiM`*+=

2005-02-14T05:55:00.000-08:00

hMmm..vaLenTine's DaY tOdae.. aLone.. every year oso likedat.. hAix..

[ +`:: Wishin' eveRyOne HaPpIeEx VaLenTiNe's Dae ::`+ ]

2005-02-12T22:50:00.000-08:00

tOdae at ard 10+a.m.. actually wanna go my papa's gan sista house de.. but in d end nva.. then reply aGnes msg.. then.. in d afternoon ard 1 liKdat my gang came my house to do project.. we play and play then last minute do ur project.. LoLx.. then they went home ard 7++.. cos jieying sae she wanna go aGnes house upload photos..then my dae ends likdat..

*` LivinG w/o GoaL`*

2005-02-08T15:53:00.000-08:00

Yay.. finally can log le.. long long time nva log liao.. cos com spoil..zZz.. cos toOpiD 'RamonD' too sooooooooo long to fix my CPU.. -.- hmm.. todae d skoOL concert so sianx de..*bOring* make mii wanna sLep onli.. then went out wid my gang again.. hmm..got jieying..agnes..yuwen.. we went to eat.. haIx.. then suddenly my sista called mi ask mi faster go home cos my papa at home le..*sIanx* zZz.. then i guai guai de go home lorhx.. took a cabby wib my gang... then we drop at tiong.. cos jieying go buy her shoe fer new year.. [ [ ` +hApPiEex nEw YeAr+ to eVeRyOne . .` ] ]

2005-02-07T15:53:00.000-08:00

christmas eve..

2004-12-24T23:14:00.000-08:00

tiz iz moii 2nd time writing tiz.. todae woke up veri late at ard 10+.. cos i slep at 3+ a.m... zZz.. *sHimiAn le* then wake up prepare to go out wid jieying to celebrate christmas!!(somehow ba) meeting jieying at 1.30 p.m at bugis mrt control station in end become1.30++.. zZz.. then my hp spoiled on d way to meet her.. -.-!! reached dere le dunno wat to do cos hp cannot use.. i walk here walk dere.. luckily got a girl selling vouchers de save mii.. BUT i donated le $2 then ask her fer hp.. -.-! i borrowed d hp and tot jieying to come down fast.. finally she reached.. we then went to bugis to shop shop..she bought a bag(same as mii) at bugis street fer $12..all credited to mi..LoLx..cos i ask d uncle whether can sell it at $12 nortx..after tat decided to go ps d 'more than words 'to find d 'traffic light' de hp accessories.. but when dere dun hab.. then we walk walk.. later we decided to walk to cineleisure.. we went dere to c c walk walk.. then i decided to go to d 'dodo' shop selling make up things de.. we went dere so paiseh-ly cos yesterday we make a fool of ourselves at tat shop..all becos of vivien's finger as yesterday chortien took her finger as a sample to test d bright pink nail colour.. then after apply she sae so ugly and wanted to rub it of but in vain..after we went out of d shop.. vivien kept tellin us tat she wanted to clean cos too ugly le..then chortien suggested to use d nail colour remover d tester dere to remove it.. so i went in again wid vivien to look fer it but cannot find.. d 2 boii boii d shopkeeper dere kept lookin at us..-.-! so peiseh.. then we quickly went out of d shop.. todae we bought 2 perfume.. when i paid up.. jieying saw d guy hu iz one of d shopkeeper yesterday she so nervously told mii she saw them and ran far away..then i quickly took our things annd chase after her.. zZz.. so awkward.shocked.scared. then after tat we went to heeren.. we went dere buy rubber bang cos jieying sae she wanna tie her hair.. by then it was 6.20++ le.. so late le.. we then walk to jieying's bus stop.. to take cab home and she took bus no.7 home.. on d way to d bus stop.. dere were soo mani ppl..cos dere got street performers performing.. and lorts and lorts of mostly teenagers selling d spray cans tat can spray out something lyk snow.. all along d orchard oso got so mani ppl.. and d sun hanging dere so big.. makes mi feel so hot..-.- *gOing maD* finally i got a cab in d middle of d road.. left jieying alone walkin lonely to her bus stop..=pPp *pEiSeh* gOt tO sLep le..buaiz..

2004-11-24T10:00:00.000-08:00

weLL.. tiS iSh mY vEry1sT dAy usiNg tiS bLog.. tO enteR mY veRy 1sT entRy..1sT tiMe i fiNalLy cAn lOggeD iN Le..*haPpiEe*.. hmMm.. mii nOw alL aLoNe aT hOme.. sO siAnx.. mY mAma wEnT tO mY siStAx sKoOL feR heR PSLE reSuLt.. LeFt mii pAtheTicLy aT hOme.. mY iDioT siStAx wAs sO aNxiOus tO taKe heR resuLt tOdaE.. waKe uP sO eArLy 'n' diStuRb mii fRm mY swiTe dReamY jUx aSkin' mii tO wiSh hEr gOoD LuCk fEr heR rEsuLt tO gEt aT LeaSt 250++.. zZzZz.. hOpEx sHe dOesN't.. hOiLdAe LeRx.. bUt sO siAnx.. cOz cAnNoT gO oUt.. gOt lOtx oF mOmewOrK tO dO.. eSpEciAlLy aCcOunT.. hAix.. eVerY fRi gOt tO gO bAcK sKoOL mArk.. hOpE tiS wEeK dUn haB cOz jUx nOw wEnt tO aSknLeaRn webBy tO cHecK iT oUt LeRx.. jUx gOt a LateSt neWs fRm mY mAma.. sHe sAiD mY siStA gOtTa 255 fEr heR reSuLt.. *OMG* frM tOdAe OnwArds sHe wilL bE d 'QueEn' iN tiS hOusE LeRx.. *saDx* mY pArEnt wilL bE pAmPeR heR evEn mOrE.. i wilL bE neGeLeted LeRx.. hAix.. gTg LiaO.. mY siStAx d QueEn oF d hOusE wanNa uSe d cOm.. bUaIz...